THE QUEST – Happiness, Joy, Enjoyment


“But strive first for the kingdom of GOD and his righteousness and all these things will be given to you as well” (Matthew 6:33)


“Two thousand years ago, I said that the kingdom of GOD does not come with things that can be observed, because the kingdom of GOD is amidst you (Luke 17:20-21). It means that the kingdom of GOD begins in my body and extends into the body of each one of you, for having taken my words into consideration, thus observing the divine law. To reach peace, joy and happiness, it is necessary that you get free from the mean feelings, of envy, of ambition, of vices, of fornication… and with the purity of a child you can live in the kingdom of GOD, as I said before crucifixion: “Let the little children come to me; do not stop them, for it is to such as these that the kingdom of GOD belongs. Truly I tell you, whoever does not receive the kingdom of GOD as a little child will never enter it” (Mark 10:14-15). Even being adults you must keep yourselves pure like a little child to find the happiness for which you strongly search.

The human being searches for happiness and joy in nights of orgy, discotheques, nightclubs, parties, lust, in the pharisaical temples (churches of false prophets) etc., becoming a fanatic slave of lie… Finally, most times too late, he awakens among groans of pain, convulsions, anguish, disappointments, frustrations, disillusionment… After having even crawled like a worm, like a reptile in search of obscure objects of enjoyment and false loves, he discovers that pains and joys, vain pleasures, everything is nothing. Among tears and smiles, he stops the quest and glimpses that the true love, the true enjoyment of paradise slept inside him. Then, he establishes a symbiosis with my FATHER, LORD and GOD, which is the LORD of life and enjoyment, becoming a shining being that spreads love and happiness, from whose vibrations the perfume of Eden is emanated.

The Bible does not report where I was from the age of thirteen to thirty and only I can tell. From the age of thirteen to thirty I ate curds and honey until learning to separate the evil from the good, fulfilling the prophecy announced by Isaiah: “Therefore the LORD himself will give you a sign. Look, the virgin is with child and shall bear a son, and shall name him Immanuel. He shall eat curds and honey by the time he knows how to refuse the evil and choose the good” (Isaiah 7:14-15). “Eat curds and honey” means to experience the world sins, until winning the world. My FATHER took me, without free will, to get muddy in the marsh of world sins, learning in my flesh to decipher the evil’s enigmas which lead human beings to sin. For this reason I insisted that John the Baptist baptized me to get rid of impurities with the water (Matthew 3:13-15). And now, until 1979, covered by a pseudonym, I also searched for happiness (fulfilling Revelation 3:3) in the alcoves, bars, nightclubs, anyway, in all illusory enclosures of the profane world. And only after baptism and the fast in Santiago of Chile I knew that the true happiness, the true enjoyment is possible only by establishing the symbiosis with GOD.

This time, the LORD GOD, my FATHER, has not announced by any prophet my return, because I myself, in the last supper with the disciples, announced: “I will never again drink of this fruit of the vine until that day when I drink it new with you in my FATHER’s kingdom” (Matthew 26:29). And He, the ALMIGHTY, printed my face and my body in the sheet that wrapped my body in the sepulcher (Shroud). He also inspired artists in order that they described my silhouette, my image through art and, even by songs, announced my return (listen to O Homem – The Man – composed by Erasmo and Roberto Carlos…).

King Salomon, mistaken, said that it was necessary association with another person to be happy (Ecclesiastes 4:9-11) and went to look for a partner, finding in his path the woman who led him to the slavery of idolatry. He got down the pedestal of the royal throne to be lackey of the darkness spirit, idol worshipper, temporarily parting himself from GOD (Kings 11:3-11). There is not paradise without GOD; happiness without him is a fantasy, a mere illusion. Hypocrite! Love yourself first! Nobody can be happy while he does not love himself, because only the ones who love themselves can love and spread love. Love is to give everything without asking anything in return. Only he who loves himself can generate, irradiate love and be loved, turned into a temple of GOD. When you are happy inside, no matter where you are, even in prison it is possible to feel happy and make others happy. If happiness is inside the human being, everything that he does, all what he says, wherever he is, will attract happiness. The spirits of light, love emissaries, according to the law of attraction, will approach him: “For to all those who have, more will be given; but from those who have nothing, even what they have will be taken away” (Matthew 25:29).”


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